May 24

I wake up and decide that I am pretty
I decide to see what you see
Leave me alone
I’m trying to see it
You don’t understand it’s hard for me to fix
I don’t realise the effort that is needed
I feel bad enough so don’t tell me I’m wanted
I don’t dress to impress you
I dress cause I’m a mess but you don’t know it, do you
I always do what’s expected
But it’s not what I wanted
What’s good enough for you
And I always judge myself
Can’t I do something else
What is pretty to you
So what, I can feel bad
I see myself like that
What’s it to you
Well there’s nothing else that you can do
I don’t want to hear that
You’re hurting me so bad
If what you say is true
Then there’s nothing else here for you
You’re telling me that I’m a bore
Well would you look at that your clothes are on the floor
I can’t tell you more
We’ve talked about this before
I can’t explain how frustrated I am
I try to tell you but you don’t give a damn
You’re accusing me
Of having insecurities
So what, I can feel bad
I see myself like that
What’s it to you
Well there’s nothing else that you can do
I don’t want to hear that
You’re hurting me so bad
If what you say is true
Then there’s nothing else here for you
This image I have of myself
I wanna fix it and I need help
So please, get me out of it
This is what I go through
Hope your senses come back to you
You’re just watching me, baby
Oh, oh, mm
I don’t understand what else I need to do
You’re making me confused
I can’t deal with what you expect me to do
So what, I can feel bad
I see myself like that
What’s it to you
Well there’s nothing else that you can do
I don’t want to hear that
You’re hurting me so bad
If what you say is true
Then there’s nothing else here for you
So what, I can feel bad
I see myself like that
And at the end of the day
Well there’s nothing else to say